Wednesday, April 21, 2010

Don't Bother...

Well, well, well...Today was a long, drawn out - extremely unpleasant day. Started the day out with waking up early, wishing for more sleep. Following the usual morning routine of shower/brush teeth/youtube, etc...I journeyed off to UNLV. After a PAINFUL class in Psych, I waited to go into my math class. Today wasn't just any ordinary day, I had exam #3 (out of 4). I feel like I did...mediocore[it's spelt wrong, dont care grammar nazis!]. After pulling my hair out through the test, I headed home. I was hungry, so I wanted to get some Carle's Jr (2x Western Bacon Cheeseburgers for $4!) Only to find out that I didn't have my wallet. I had to run home just to turn and go back. Ugh! After I was at home for a little bit working on my next english paper, I had to go to work. Work started pretty good, and then I had to stay in the store with a certain someone. Let's just say its a REALLY good thing it was slow. I had to stay an extra 40 minutes because a certain someone couldn't have me leave at 10, one manning the store until 10:30 when the graveyard shift is to show up. Upon leaving the store, arguements spring up from J'Aime. Ugh. What I would give for a vacation right now...

-LM[Pissed]

Monday, April 19, 2010

Monday Morning Once Again...

The Start of Another Long Week!
Well, Monday is here again. Woke up earlier than my alarm clock - uncool. Fell back asleep, then woke up again [earlier than the alarm clock AGAIN] - Even more uncool.

Yesterday was such a long day...
Sat through church with a pretty nasty upset stomache that I've been rockin' for a while now. Just need to throw up or something, although I would rather not. Then we went over to the Baile House for dinner with the grandparents. That was a nice experience, I just am not all that social with that part of the family. It has gotten easier over the years, but it is still just rough.

Today however, Monday, I'm going to do something I never thought I would. My mother and I will be heading down to the apple store today and picking her up a brand new iPhone. :O Yeah thats right folks, she is going to do it! Something tells me she will love it, and if not - well...she will love it. :] I'm very curious as to how today will go. I don't work today, so that is one bonus - Its my only day off until Sunday though.

Everyday that goes by it feels so empty. I'm almost down to having only one immediate family member in town, girlfriend won't be here for another month, and my best friend has been on vacation off and on for a month :\ It's me vs. the world, or something like that. I need a vacation, badly. Summer, where art though?

I need to find a spot out there, like my sister once had. "The Secret Spot" that no one ever knew about, and cars died at. :) I need just a place to escape to - to be able to run away from it all.

Today is Monday, and I have a long ways to go.
-LM

Friday, April 16, 2010

Wow Time Flies!

Holy smokes, its been too long since I have written on here. So much has happened over these past twenty-two days. Hm. Where where where to begin.

SCHOOL
Well, This part sucks for 1/4 reasons. The reason why it 1/4 sucks is because I have officially failed 1/4(1 out of 4) of my classes. The rest will be totally fine, pass with a/b in those, but informatics just is not going to happen. It is a shame that it has happened, but I feel like it was for the greater good? I don't want it to sound like I am making excuses as to why its okay to fail a class, but lately I have been having doubts about my major. SHOCKER! :) Anyways, lately I have given thought about pursuing a more math-related field. I really like the idea of being a sort-of financial advisor. I want to help families or small businesses manage their money and build up retirement funds. I think being able to make a difference to all those people would be great! Really, really sucks my GPA had to hurt in order for me to realize what I wanted. Summer school is around the corner and I need to jump on that :\ Shame on me for procrastination!!!!

HOME LIFE
Well, things have been smoothing along pretty well at home. Lately, I am never home between work and school. When I do get home, I crawl into "the cave" or I just crash in front of the TV. I've become what I would describe as a Zombie, except for the brains part. I "stand around and mumble" so to speak. I need a new hobby, something that is productive and fun! Keeping myself busy should be priority #1 and shouldn't be hard to accomplish after you add in work and school.

WORK
Wowwwweeeee. So much has happened, but not a lot to talk about? Things have indeed picked up speed, but so have I! Things aren't so stressful when its slammed! That is such a sigh of relief, you don't even know! However, the boss is gone for an amazing trip to Australia, so while its a lot less...stressful it's still hard work! Things are getting done and I seem to be there a whole lot more! It is such a good feeling to come home after a long day at work, go shower, then go to bed. I feel so accomplished for some reason. (Probably because its my first job, I am sure I wont feel like this in a year :P) Everything is going very well as far as I am concerned, just a couple rough, old things that need to be dealt with.

GIRLFRIEND:]
The best part of my life to write about. :) Things got pretty tough a while back. We had some incredibly "moronic" (Thanks for the word J'Aime :)) girls starting drama between J'Aime and I. Wowow, so much drama. After false accusations of CHEATING on her, I have found out just how much I value this young lady. With the fear of her following these people, I realized how crippled my life would be without her. "You never know what you have until its gone" does not even apply. I didn't lose her, but I came so freaking close that it sure felt like it. I haven't had nearly the time or energy I usually have had to talk to her, and it is rough. Everyday I realize that I should talk to her more often, I just get preoccupied and sidetracked that I never get around to it. Definitely(By the way, I never spell that word right...) need to improve on my time-management with her!

Well...
There's the update folks. I'll try to post more often...

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